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February 8th, 2006

11:48 pm - food sucks so after being told that i am too thin by some of my friends at the coffee shop yesterday i have decided to show them what too thin really is. yes i know its really nice hearing that someone thinks your too thin but whan you know youre not its kind of frusterating. so i have decided to go on a liqyid fast starting tomorrow and ending tuesday morning though the only day that i know i will have problumes with is monday since my boyfriend will probably want to take me out to lunch since it will be my birthday on monday.but i figure if its a liquid fast then i will be able to have some soup if that happens. either that or i could tell him i eat that morning and im not that hungry. also lately whenever i eat i feel really sick its nice in the sence that it makes me never want to eat again but sucks when people make me eat because they think it will help. well if anyone would like to join me you are welcome to. think thin ladies. Current Mood: sick

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January 13th, 2006

11:07 am - so this sucks well i was on a week long fast and this is day 4 and i know i could have made it to day 7 and i really wanted to. but last night my boyfriend called and said his family had and extra ticket to the red wings game on saturday and he really wants me to come with them. so i said i would without realizing that i am going to have to eat with his family when we go because i will be with them all day and then i was like oh shit! well i've calculated the hours that i haven't eaten and how long it would take me to get to 100 hours and it fits perfectly so now i am on an 100 hour fast. i'm sorry to everyone i was fasting with but if i don't eat at least a little with them they will ask questions i don't want to answer. i hope you all understand. but next week monday i'm going on an egg white and salad diet and then i will fast on the following week and hopefully then life will not get in my way and stop me from reaching my goal of 100 pounds by feb 13. think thin everyone and have a good weekend! Current Mood: crushed

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January 11th, 2006

09:11 pm - HELP!!! ok so for some stupid reason i can't stop thinking about food. i'm not even around food infact i'm writting a paper that has nothing to do with food, but still i can not stop. i am sure it has something to do with the fact that i haven't eaten in a little more then 2 days but i don't feel hungry also i'm on a week long fast and i don't want to ruin it by eating. i just want to eat and i don't now what to do to stop myself from thinking about food. i need help! Current Mood: angry

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January 10th, 2006

09:42 pm - so i have this to say I LOVE FEELING EMPTY! it feels so so so good when i have had nothing to eat all day i love this feeling so much. i just hope that i can keep it up for the rest of the week, because i really want to weigh 100pounds on my birthday. that would be the best present in the world. well that's all for now think thin everyone! Current Mood: determined

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December 12th, 2005

11:06 pm so instead of going on a fast like i was thinking about im going to allow myself to have no more then 250 cals a day but more then likely ill eat less then that 250 is only if i have to eat around people. that way it will look like im eating normaly all the time. im going to do yoga once a day and twice every other day. this way if people ask me why i look thiner i can say ive been working out. i really want to get down to 110 or less by chistmas. my major goal is to be 100 by my birthday on feb 13, that would be the best present i could give myself! good luck ladys and keep strong. Current Mood: determined Current Music: radio head

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December 6th, 2005

05:09 pm - day one almost done so im almost though the first day of my 4 day fast and it hasnt been too bad. ive been keeping myself busy with cleaning my apartment and doing laundry. i hope everyone is doing well and stay strong. Current Mood: busy Current Music: garbage

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December 5th, 2005

10:51 pm YOUR LIVEJOURNAL USERNAME:febuarys_child YOUR AGE:20 YOUR HEIGHT:5ft 5in CURRENT WEIGHT:120 ewww LOWEST WEIGHT:110 HIGHEST WEIGHT:150 SHORT TERM GOAL WEIGHT:110 LONG TERM GOAL WEIGHT:100 HOW LONG YOU HAVE BEEN ANA/MIA FOR (PLEASE SPECIFY WHICH):ive bounced between the two for about 4 years. but with in the last year ive been almost purely ana. HOW YOU THINK YOU BECAME ANA/MIA:when i was 16 my older brother handed me a pair of his old pants and said "here these are too big on me they might fit you", also at that time my mom was losing weight and i didnt want to be the fattest person in the house anymore. ive been thinking about posting here for a while and finally got the nerve to. i know its kind of late to post this but tomorrow im stating a liquid fast for 4 days only unsweetened fruit juice, water, coffee, and tea. but the unsweetened fruit juice will only be for the first two days if anyone would like to join me that would be great. oh and good luck to the group that is doing the 5 day fast. think thin! Current Mood: curious

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